How I have changed this year

 How have you changed this year? This question is something that I ask myself a lot actually. Have I changed for the better or for the worse? And ultimately I believe I changed for the better. A few struggles throughout the year set me back but I climbed over those obstacles. Now, here I am, a fifteen year old freshman boy. I have a different title then I did back in september. The title of Fifteen, not fourteen, but fifteen. It makes me seem more mature. When I greet a person such as my dad's friends I earn the respect of a smile and handshake. I don't get patted on my head anymore, finally.

In school I have became a very smart, motivated, and efficient student. This year, more challenging than the last wasn't actually too hard. Last year in eighth grade I had bad habits. I didn't try and just didn't really care. Now in high school I am working to get into college so things have got to change, and they did. Also I actually kind of like school. Like obviously there are classes that you hate, but the classes that I like is why I wake up at 6:15 am everyday. 

Now for athletics. If you have read my blog author page than you would know that I play soccer competitively. At the beginning of the year I played club soccer. That was a lot of fun, helping me become a better soccer and developing my skills. My high school soccer season just ended last week. I played JV all season, and during the playoffs I was called up for Varsity. Unfortunately I didn't play at all with Varsity, but I still dressed and that is a cool experience. In the middle of the highschool season I got new cleats, the Nike Tiempo white and black edition.

Throughout this year you start to build up sort of an anger for school and you just can't take it anymore. I guess that's what breaks are for. School in May is so aggravating, then it is summer. Summer is so great and exciting and I can't wait for it. The thing is though summer flies by. It is too short. Then it is off to tenth grade, sophomore year. 

I have changed a lot this year, and for the better. First of all my tittle has from 14 to 15, I have also became a motivated, and great student, Thirdly, I am a much better soccer player than I was at the beginning of the year, and lastly, I have built up a anger for school, sort of a chronic anger until summer hits. Mother's Day is today, everything wish their mothers a great day! 

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The Mystery Case

Season 1 Episode 12: Whatever the Case May Be

While Kate is wandering around in search for tree fruits she hears a branch break (Omg, what could it be?). She turns around and investigates and hears it again. She then picks up a rock and throws it in the direction of the sound. Sawyer, comes hobbling out holding his knee (would ever expect Sawyer to stalk Kate? umm yeah). After he relieves the pain they walk together and find a waterfall going into a pool of water. The go swimming and underwater they see two dead people sitting in airplane seats. Kate sees a silver case and grabs it with the help of Sawyer. Once they leave the waterfall Sawyer asks her why it is important to her. She says it's not, and so Sawyer takes it.

At the beach camp, the ocean water has been rising so everyone starts to move their stuff up the beach inland. Kate is sitting on the sand when she has a flashback of herself in a bank when three robbers come inside and demand money. The flashback doesn't go far when she snaps back into reality. Kate tries to take the case from Sawyer but he wakes up instantly and grabs it. Kate wants it but Sawyer says no. Kate leaves (Now at about this time, i'm wondering myself).

The next day Sayid walks up to Shannon who is tanning and asks her if she can help him translate some papers that he got from Danielle the french woman (My prediction last post said that Sayid would go to Danielle for help. I at least predicted that they would translate something he took). Shannon says she can't do it, but Sayid finally persuades her to do so. Later on, Sawyer takes the case and tries to pick it. Michael and Hurley say that he won't pick the lock on that sort of case. Michael tells him that without the key, he needs to break it open. Determined, Sawyer continues to the throw case on a rock. It doesn't break open so he throws it on the rock from a tree. When he throws it Kate is there and snatches the case and runs away (Good move Kate). It doesn't take long for Sawyer to ketch up with her and tackles her (LOL nice Kate). He takes it and asks Kate why it is important for her. She doesn't tell him so she walks away. Kate enters the same flashback. Kate knows the robbers and we learn that she is helping them rob the bank.

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Kate back in the modern day tries to recruit Jack to help her get the case. She succeeds and Jack confronts Sawyer. With a little threat Jack easily gets the case. Kate tells him that the key is in the security guards wallet which is buried with them. They unbury the guard and Kate sneakily snatches the key. Jack notices and takes it from her. He says they will open the case together. Kate enters another flashback, The robbers get into the money safe, but when one of the robbers is about to shoot the manager Kate shoots all three of the robbers that she is working with (I didn't know that Kate was tricky). She doesn't kill them though. All she wanted in the bank was to access a private safe. When she opens it she takes a green envelope (Flashback diminishes). Kate and Jack open the case together and when she finds the green envelope she begins to cry. Jack asks her what it means. She says it belongs to the man she killed. That night, Shannon walks up to Sayid and tells him that Danielle wrote the theme song of a movie in french over and over again. Charlie is sitting with Rose and together they ask for help from God.

My prediction for the next episode is that Locke and Boone will continue to search for Kate until they find her. In this episode they did not play a big role. I also think that Jack will will go out to search for Claire as well with the help of Kate. Maybe next episode they will go to Danielle and ask her for her help.

Charlie & Kate, Where did they Go? Part 2

Season 1 Episode10 : All the Best Cowboys have Daddy Issues

Jack and Kate continue their search for Charlie and Kate on their trail. Jack hears a girl scream followed by a weird noise. Jack runs towards the direction of the scream. He runs up a muddy and he then falls down the hill hitting rocks on the way (Aww, clumsy Jack). When he turns off his stomach he sees Ethan who then stomps on his Chest saying that if Jack and Kate don't stop following him than he will kill one of them meaning either Charlie or Kate. Jack somehow throws Ethan over him slamming him into a rock. Ethan feels nothing, immediately turning back towards Jack and getting in a fist fight. Ethan fights him with no problem and to finish the fight he kicks Jack right in the head. While passed out, Jack enters yet another flashback. Turning the corner in the hospital, Jack sees his dad talking to a man. He asks a nurse who is his dad talking to and she replies saying that is the dead woman's husband. She also says that he is threatening to sue. Jack stares at the two for a while (Right now I feel like Jack thinks he did the wrong thing). Jack then wakes up. He immediately stands up and continues to run after Ethan not knowing where he is going because the rain washed the trails away. Kate demands Jack to stop because he banged his head very hard. Jack marches on (He's a Warrior).

Jack in another flashback is in a meeting with his dad and some other people who are questioning Christian (His dad) about the failed surgery. His dad kind off BSs a lot making the surgery sound like it was irreversible. One of the questioners asked Christian if he was aware of the pregnancy. Jack was shocked because that was the first time he heard about the pregnancy. Jack then tells the people around the conference table that he needs to revise his statement. He then tells everyone that his dad was under the influence and also severed one of the patient's major arteries (Jack did the right thing year I think, he is telling the truth for the better. "Way to go Jack").

Jack and Kate continue the search for the missing two when run upon Charlie hung to a tree. Jack desperately holds him up, while Kate climbs a tree trying to cut him down. Charlie was cut down. Jack begins CPR on Charlie. It isn't working, so Jack starts to bang at his chest. Jack won't accept the fact that Charlie is dead, and begins to banging his chest again. Amazingly Charlie wakes up.

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Back at the camp where Charlie is safe but he won't say a word. Jack tries to play doctor and help him out. Charlie says that he didn't see, hear, and remember anything. He also says that all "they" wanted was Claire. Boone and Locke are still walking determined to find them. Locke toses Boone a flashlight but instead hits steel under a few rocks. They uncover a fair amount of dirt. I personally think that the steel is a trapdoor leading to someplace underneath them.

Wow! What a great episode, it was so compelling and exciting. Well anyway my predictions for my next episode is that they will continue the search for Claire, at least I hope they do. Also maybe Charlie will help them out. I also think that Sayid and maybe a few others will go to Danielle (French Woman) to ask her for her help. Stay Tuned for the next Post!

Charlie & Kate, Where did they Go? Part 1

Season 1 Episode 10: All the Best Cowboys have Daddy Issues


Note: I am making this episode two parts to cover all the important information

  
The cave camp area is a mess. Everyone is going nuts because Sayid just came back saying that there are more people on the island then just the people who crashed from the plane, and Hurley is telling everyone that Ethan is the extra person who the census counted but the plane manifest didn't have. Jack asks where Charlie and Claire were, and he was told that they were walking back up. Hurley also says that Ethan was gathering wood around where they were. So in response, Jack and Locke run down, desperately trying to find Charlie and Claire. Locke is an expert tracker and finds where Charlie and Kate were. Jack wants to continue on but Locke says that they should get a search party ready. Jack says no and marches on in search of the two, while Locke goes back to the cave. As of now I am in just complete shock!

(During this episode Jack has a lot of flashbacks of him and his dad) Jack enters his first flashback while sprinting after Charlie and Kate. Jack is in a surgery trying to save a patients life. The surgery is unsuccessful, and the patient dies.

Locke recruits Kate, and Boone to help him to find the missing two. Michael wants to join but Locke denies him telling him to make another party and go south. (Jack enters another flashback) Jack is getting in a fight with his dad about the failed surgery. Jack believes that his dad was impaired by drinking to much alcohol, and so he confronts him. Jack's dad Christian, denies the alcohol consumption but Jack doesn't buy it. (Wow, trustworthy father, huh?) Back to Michael. Right when Locke leaves, Michael decides to go south in search for Charlie and Kate, without anyone's help. I feel like Michael is pissed of by Locke right now, do you?

Curtesy of Lost Virtual Tour

Jack runs into Locke's search party, they join arms and continue to search for them. The new formed search party finds one of Charlie's finger bands that he wrote on. They finds two trails and split up. Kate and Jack take one, and Locke and Boone take the other. (Jack has another flashback) Jack enters his dads office. Christian (His dad) gives Jack and piece of paper to sign saying that the patient had a lot of internal bleeding and died even though the two surgeons worked together. Jack refuses at first saying that his dad was impaired and had no right being in a surgery room. Christian says that if Jack mentions alcohol then Christian himself will be stripped of his license. His dad sweet talks Jack to make him more on his side. Christian also promised that he will never be drunk during a surgery ever again. Jack gives in and signs the paper.



Part Two Coming Soon!

We Are Not Alone Part 2

Season 1 Episode 10: Raised by Another

Jack and Claire sit down and discuss the baby situation. He asks her basic pregnancy questions to see how she and the baby are doing. Jack brings up that someone pregnant women can kind of hallucinate when they are experiencing stress and emotional imbalance. He then tries to give her some medicine which will relax her. Claire becomes mad. She then stands up and marches off determined to reach the beach. Claire has another flashback. She goes back to the psychic to find out why he was so freaked out. He agrees to tell her. He says that her baby will be in danger unless the baby is raised by her.  (At this point I am confused but I want to know more)

When she snaps out of the dream she begins to have pregnancy contractions. Luckily, Charlie has caught up to her. He tries to help but has no clue what he is doing so he runs up to go get Jack. He finds Ethan around half way up the mountain and tells him and tells him to get Jack and bring him down to help Claire. Relaxed, Ethan says sure and Charlie runs back down to Claire. Claire has another dream of being in a room with a lawyer and two possible adopters of her baby. She takes back her choice at the last second and runs out of the room. After a scene Claire has another flashback, this time back at the psychic's house. He tells her that he has found two great possible adopters in Los Angeles. He said that they will give her 12,000 dollars if she agrees to give them her baby. Claire is confused by reluctantly agrees. He gives her a plane ticket for that day. That is the plane that crashed on the island. So, did the psychic know that the plane was going to crash? (Comment Below)

Sayid appears for a split second before disappearing. He has a bandage around his knee and is using a walking stick to sort of hobble. Wherever he is, he is running from something. Back to Claire. Her contractions stop so he and Charlie get up off the ground and start walking back to the cave. Sayid stumbles into the cave where people immediately rush and circle around him. Sayid tries to talk, but Jack is telling him to relax. Sayid blurts out that "they" meaning people who crashed on the plane are not alone. At the same time Hurley rushes in attracts Jack's attention to him. Hurley said that during his census he listed one more person then was on the plane manifest. Jack simply just stares at Hurley. The very last scene of the episode is Charlie and Claire happily walking up the mountain in a wooded area. Ethan pops out, without Jack. Charlie asks him where's Jack. Charlie asks multiple times but Ethan just plainly looks at them (Very Creepy). 

Ethan, Claire, and Charlie : Curtesy of avclub.com

Is Ethan the extra person? Comment your thoughts and answers below!

We Are Not Alone Part 1

Season 1 Episode 2: Raised by Another 

NOTE: I am making this two parts to cover all the important information of this episode!

In my opinion, this was the most exciting, confusing, and compelling episode yet. I don't even know where to begin.

Claire wakes up and hears a baby crying. She looks down and sees that her baby is missing. She stands up to investigate. Claire walks into the jungle and stumbles upon Locke who has a lamp on top of a desk. He looks up and has a messed up eye. She runs passed him, then she finds a basket with blankets and opens the basket but there is only blood there. Claire then wakes up, screaming with blood on her hands. Everyone runs over to help her out. Once she is calmed down Jack binds her hands because the blood was from her digging into her paws. While he helps her he asks when she first found out that she was pregnant. Claire has a flash back, remembering the first time that she used a pregnancy test. Her boyfriend, Thomas was there too and comforts her by saying that they can do this (Meaning to raise the baby together).

Later on, Jack walks down to the beach and finds Kate. He walks over and just simply just talks (Not flirty) about everyday things. Sayid comes up in the conversation and Jack thinks that he will come back. Jack then brings up the news that Claire is going to have her baby soon.

A while in the future, Charlie talks to Claire and tries to comfort her. She has another flashback of when she is talking to her friend when they enter a psychic's house. He reads her hands and asks about the baby. He then senses a disturbing feeling, immediately stands up and tells them to leave.  

Claire and the psychic; Curtesy of Lost-ReWatch's Blog

Back into the present day, it is nighttime. Claire wakes up screaming once again. Everyone rushes over to see what is wrong. Claire said someone attacked her, and they used a needle to try to hurt the baby. A large group of people search the surrounding ground to try to look for the person who attacked Claire. While Charlie sits with Claire to comfort her, Hurley sprints over to Jack saying that they need to keep track of people. Hurley says it will be kind of like a census. Jack agrees. The same night Claire starts to dream of another scenario between her and Thomas. Thomas comes home from work, and Claire is working around the house. Thomas seems a little down, or he is just exhausted. He tells Claire that he can't do this anymore. By "this" he meant their relationship, and of course the baby. Claire tries to make him change his mind by telling him that he said we could raise the baby together but he eventually gets frustrated and stomps down the stairs and out the door.

The next morning, Hurley and Jack come down to the beach. Jack comes down to do his normal thing, which is give out water from the cave and Hurley comes down to start his census. Hurley goes around to everyone and asks for basic information. Name, age, and where you currently live (besides the island). While on the beach Jack, Kate, and Charlie circle up and talk. Jack says that he believes that Claire actually didn't get attacked, he thinks Claire has been dreaming because of the stress and emotional disproportion of her pregnancy. Charlie is outraged and begins to defend Claire's case. Jacks stays relaxed even though Charlie is being a bit rude.

Hurley's Time to Shine Part 2

 Season 1 Episode 9: Solitary


While Sayid is locked up and Danielle is looking at him, she mentions her husband Robert. She shows him a music box that Robert gave her. It is broken, and he says that he can fix it for her. Her eyes are open with amazement, but instead of becoming excited she gets a syringe and a bottle of drugs and inserts the drugs into his body. The next time he wakes up he is in a chair with the music box in front of him. He is confused why she needed the drugs to move him and she replies and says it was the only safe way to do it.

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Sayid becomes concerned, and asks her how they ended up here on this island. She says that she, Robert and a team of scientists were on a expedition and on the ocean and sailed to close to the rocks of this island. Then a big wave knocked the boat into the rocks and totally wrecked the boat. After being on the island a while she said that Robert and the other scientists became mentally sick and got killed by a horrific thing. He asks who is this thing, but she doesn't answer. Sayid starts to think that the thing is actually her, Danielle. She asks him if he thinks she is insane. Now this time Sayid doesn't answer. He grows to fear her and keep his space.

At the golf course, Jack, Michael, Hurley and Charlie continue to play in peace. A few people start to watch them. The news spread down to the beach where Boone decides to go. He tells his step sister Shannon and Kate. At first Kate doesn't believe it but determines to hike up to the course. When they get there, a crowd has already been formed. People watching them actually start to bet. Money has no value here so they bet on their dinner.

Sayid in the Jungle

Sayid and Danielle continue talking as Sayid finishes fixing the music box. They suddenly hear a horrify roar. Danielle immediately grabs a backpack and a gun and runs up the ladder disappearing.  Sayid unlocks the chains around his hands and grabs another gun and runs outside. Sayid and Danielle meet again in the jungle. They both raise their guns and point them at each other. Sayid shoots but nothing happens, because the firing pin was removed. Danielle says Robert didn't realize that either when she shot him. Sayid freaks out and runs off. He manages to get away without being followed. He ends up still in the jungle confused and fades away.